Daily Dose of Caffeine

2010-06-26T01:22:00.001+08:00

moved.

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2010-06-04T00:24:00.002+08:00

It's a very productive week this week. :) Started my B-bag fund earlier this week. God! Feels so good to save some money up. And my new card is kept safely with Manfredlow. Good to know that it is in safe hands...

Graduation Ceremony held last week! Finallyyyyyyyyyy. :)

sanas' birthday @ phuture

Ciaos!

2010-05-30T01:31:00.001+08:00

PASSED!

today is a happy happy day. :)

2010-05-20T00:42:00.003+08:00

After 4 consecutive months of being alcohol-free, I finally went to Rebel last saturday. hell, it was boring. hahah. But with the right company, everything seems much more lively and fun. :)

lol at kts. HAHA.

lol at baby for imitating kts.

lol at the three of them for imitating kts again.

lol at baby because he was dirty dancing with two guys.

Baby had his knee operation on Monday, which left him weak in the knees. :D Oh! And his one month MC starts 3 days ago. YIPEE! Which also means we would be able to spend more time together.

Happy kid with happy meal. The meals served by the hospital tastes surprisingly good.

Poor baby.. He was discharged today after a 2 nights stay in the hospital. Since he is sound asleep (probably drooling) in his bed now, I should probably hit the sack as well. :) MacDonalds for brekkie tomorrow!

Alright, gonna go cuddle up with louiebaby now. Ciaos! :D

2010-05-13T23:04:00.001+08:00

karl lagerfeld is brilliant.

2010-05-10T23:19:00.004+08:00

It's that time of the month to feel cranky and emotional again. :( I am feeling so goddamn frustrated by every single thing.

There should be a punching bag hanging in my room. So I can start punching the crap out of it. All of the shoutings, complaints, unhappiness, hopelessness, rudeness and retardedness that I have received ever since work had started, it never seem to end. Venting my anger on a non-living thing seems like the only solution.

All I need now is a rejuvenating spa retreat, well-deserved holiday in phuket, a sunny day on a white sandy beach........... and the list goes on..

But I desperately need Manfred Low here with me. :((( ok. I am going to go cry in my bed now. Bye.

2010-05-06T23:55:00.003+08:00

i'll update when my life gets more interesting.... right now, i am just admiring how gorgeous scarlett johansson looks with red hair.

2010-04-30T00:00:00.002+08:00

i need to get to h&m asap!

anw, pass few days were mad busyyy and exhausting! from the crazy casino crowd to my bruised, swollen and painful feet, work is draining all my energy. whew.

but im thankful for having really nice workmates over there. it makes everything so entertaining. they gave us fake name tags so we would all look professional. instead we became laughing stocks. some of the names printed on the name tags were SAMSI,ROSZITA,JAMIL,ORANGE..... think chinese whose name is DEEVASEELAN. HAHA. LAUGHING MY ASS OFF as i am typing right now. thankfully i got the least outrageous name of all. my name is Alice. teehee.

apart from all these, i am real happy. because i finally got to meet manfred today. :D

2010-04-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

Marina Bay Sands is having their Preview opening tomorrow at 3.18pm! :) i am really really excited! First official work day tomorrow. long and tiring day today. tomorrow's gonna be even more tiring. hopefully my french twist would be able to hold on for the whole day..

tough job indeed. however they made it enjoyable and a fun place to be in.

2010-04-25T23:09:00.001+08:00

okay lets go to hong kong in july again.

2010-04-19T22:42:00.002+08:00

marilyn monroe & kate moss

imma start my heels collection from now on.

on a random note, i love long bus rides. i love sitting at the corner of the bus where no one would pay attention to me. i secretly love traffic jams because i would be able to spend a longer time on the bus, just staring out blankly. it just seems like when i'm there, i am able to forget about bad stuffs, ponder on what and who i wanna be in 10 years time and having random thoughts running through my mind. its weird, i know.

so anw, baby's TP is tomorrow!! 100% sure that he is gonna do well this time round!

2010-04-18T22:48:00.002+08:00

have you ever had your name mis-pronounced or mis-spelled? well, anything is better than having people forgetting your name. i hate it so much. its like 'oh! i remember her face but damn i dont remember her name.' thats the problem of having a chinese name. and sometimes i just wanna smack their faces when they look at me and cant seem to be able to call my name out. :(

2010-04-16T00:18:00.004+08:00

past 2 weeks has been magnificent. :) everyday at work i learnt something new. colleagues are amazingly friendly. everything in marina bay sands is awesome. from the 3 magnificent towers to the 1.2km long retail mall, marina bay sands is definitely the new icon for singapore. and i am very proud to be part of this amazing project and also the first few to be able to step into the grounds of the building. its really exciting. just cant wait for the team to officially start work on the 27th apr. fingers crossed and sincerely hope everything goes well because alot of hardwork has been put into this project. marina bay sands is gonna be so magnificent! :D

puffy louie says hello too. i haven been spending enough time with him. but he is like the sweetest thing ever. all he did was walk over and lay right beside me. then it seems like the whole day's hard work is all worth it. :) and how can i forget manfred low. he is the best when it comes to making me smile. :)

2010-04-05T00:15:00.002+08:00

just got back from the movie theater. we caught 'clash of the titans' with M's family. nah, the movie was over-rated. but i did find that the medusa part was really interesting. :D (damn, those 3D glasses makes my eyes swirl) plus baby's baby brothers are really really amazingly adorable! wished i had taken some photos of them.
so anw, tmr is the first day of work!! :D yippeedoddles! i really hope i am able to adapt to this job! alright! better go get some sleep now.

love those killer heels!

2010-03-31T14:49:00.004+08:00

nice! gonna have a 'how i met your mother' marathon now!

and hurray, moi is going start work on 5th april!! cant wait to see what's in store for me!

anway, me and manfred was SO CLOSE to buying the air tickets to go to bkk for the weekend. but his family had a last minute decision to come to sg with the 3 brothers. haha. so i guess we have to postpone the trip till june. OH MAN! its okay, its okay.

so adorable!! omg.

2010-03-29T23:22:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry for being such a brat just now. love you.

2010-03-24T00:04:00.002+08:00

today was a boring tuesday afternoon. since i had the whole afternoon free, i decided to clean up my room. today, i dug out many many of my belongings that i never knew existed.

three years in poly summarized in 2 big piles of lecture notes.

i've decided to collect magazines from now onwards. :)

nioce! my panasonic phone back in 2005??

:D

look at the amount of neoprints that we took years ago. HAHAH. those were the days....

and those letters we wrote to each other back in those days. and i can vaguely recall, most of them are related to my first heartbreak. haha.

these little memories are kept in a big black box and stuffed right into the corner of my wardrobe. when i'm feeling down or nostalgic, i would pull it out, look at those neoprints, read the letters and remember those days when we were so carefree and trouble-free. back in those days, all we had to do is to worry about camps, camps, camps and more camps. or just climb, climb, climb till your arms and back ache so much you cant continue anymore. those were the days when all of us were bonded and inseparable. so determined and full of energy. everyday was just laughter and fun in the OAC store. i dont want these memories to fade. i want them to stay in my mind forever. because for all i know, those 4 years in OAC are the most awesomeness days in my life and nothing, nothing can ever replace the love and friendship build during those years. i wish i could relive those days again....

2010-03-20T19:59:00.002+08:00

we caught 'how to train your dragon' last night. it was so good. so good. :D especially toothless aka night fury.

hee. so cute! im so gonna get toothless's fluff toy. :D

2010-03-19T15:30:00.002+08:00

this song is starting to grow on me. hee. HONEYBEE. :)

2 bad news plus one good news for me this week. yea. :( its alright. i will try harder, be better and stay stronger. :)

2010-03-16T23:04:00.005+08:00

i am studying this map right here now. map of the driving circuit. OMG. my tp is tmr!!! I AM SO NERVOUS!!! frankly speaking, my confidence of passing the test is not very high. well, grrr, i really dont know! i kept making mistakes when i was driving in the circuit today. there are just so many rules to rmb in the circuit. it is crazyyy. i am such a klutz i almost drove my instructor to insanity. not very nice. :(
seat belt, fasten.
handbrake, release.
blind spot, checked.

tap on accelerator.

tjy's brain try to function properly tmr, checked.

tjy better be alert and awake tmr.

there is no room for failure.

anw, i found this photo really amusing. HAHA.

(oh! louie had hiccups just now. omg. i didnt know dogs get hiccups too.)

2010-03-16T01:15:00.005+08:00

past few days was well spent in M's house. had lord of the rings marathon, how i met your mother marathon, watching babe playing dante's inferno and me surfin' the web. boring? nope. it was the most relaxing i ever felt in awhile.
but not this week. this week is important. tp on wed (GOD BLESS!), results out on fri (GOD BLESS!). these 2 things has got me enough to worry about. well, this week started off badly when i receive a demoralising call this aftnoon. wonder whats next? more bad news? pls. no.
and about seeking a job, we'll put it on hold for the moment till i get pass this week...

our 'final destination' moment in sophiasaw's car. scarryyyy.

i want these miu miu shoes! so pweety. alright better get in bed now, dont wanna be late for driving ltr!

2010-03-09T14:42:00.004+08:00

27feb2010, the day louie learned how to swim. and he loved it.

hello baby zac.

FINALLY. :D

current employment status: unemployed. :(

2010-03-03T23:51:00.002+08:00

feeling....confused and lost.

2010-03-03T00:04:00.003+08:00

I want you to be the first person I wake up to

and the last person I sleep to, so I can dream of us. . .

and make these dreams a real day.

2010-03-01T17:02:00.001+08:00

omg. i feel so guilty now. i totally forgot that i had scheduled my driving today. totally slipped off my mind. until my instructor called and ask where am i. :( he sounded pissed. :( because i am always late for his lessons. holy crap. I FEEL FUCKING GUILTY NOW!!

2010-03-01T01:50:00.003+08:00

currently working on my resume. oh man. fingers crossed and hope i can get a job soon! life's so scary when your entering the next phase of your life. I am certainly feeling the pressure. to get a good job with a stable income, get a degree and be really successful in life.
Define successful: Driving an audi TT and owning over 100 pairs of Louboutins.
well, if you arent that career-minded, all that you have to do is to find a extremely wealthy multi-millionaire, get married and live happily ever after.
i would opt for the latter. who doesnt? haha.

Third choice: a fashion model
Requirements: blessed with real good looks, real thin, most importantly, legs to-die-for.

favourite photo currently. karlie kloss as the new face of hermes.

2010-02-21T23:03:00.006+08:00

the reason i only watched it only now is because i know this kinda movie makes me tear alot. well, it did. especially when louiebaby is sleeping right beside me. :(((( not nice.

and then, i was just minding my own business, scanning through photos of models on this website then..... an ad of HER came up. DAMN, i just had to click on it!

tell me, why so cruel to me? :( my heart itches just at the sight of her. my hearts races everytime i walk pass the store because i know shes inside. i know shes the one. and one day, very very soon, i am gonna have her.

2010-02-19T12:16:00.003+08:00

taking a little break from too much studying. at the same time, i am searching for baby boy names for baby's baby bro. haha. here's a list of some pretty cool names that i like.
1. Ashton (like ashton kutcher? :D)
2. Triston
3. Taylor (like taylor lautner!)
4. Hayden : from the valley of hay
5. Jayden
6. Brody
7. Ryder
8. Shannon
9. Jared
cant believe they actually have EMO as a name! can u imagine? ur baby grows up to be a real emo kid?
and some pretty names for a girl.
1. ABBEY is my top choice. even thought my fav is ABBEY LEE
2. Jayde - also pronounced as JADE, well, just trying to act very chim. haha.
3. Miranda
4. Kayla/Kaylee

5. Leah

6. Megan

7. Sierra

8. Claire
9. Gisele

Okayyy, secretly, i wanna name my baby Chanel. !!! i know right. only if i know they are gonna turn out as fabulous as chanel iman. haha. otherwise... out of the question.

2010-02-19T00:59:00.003+08:00

valentine's day on valentine's day.

2 things that make this picture fabulous.

the bag and the person.

2010-02-03T20:11:00.003+08:00

KTS's sweet 20th :D

sophia is coming in 9 more days! :)

2010-01-18T02:19:00.003+08:00

i am so sleepyyy. just completed the toughest project for the whole semester. toughest meaning toughest group mates to deal with. like a really d*** group mate. haha. i am being really mean but whatever. its done!! wooooooo. LAST WEEK of projects and im done with this whole sem!!!!!!!

anw.... baby booked in @ 2200hrs. :( i am gonna missssssss him. NS really makes a guy go nuts. they become so crazily emo when the time comes for them to book out. no exception for baby. he looked so sadddd. what to do? just 1 year and 8 more months! hang on baby!

okay. i am gonna sleep now and i cant wait for friday to come and cant wait for all projects to be submitted and cant wait to go out and have fun and cant wait to see manfredlow again. :)) goodnight!

2010-01-07T01:09:00.002+08:00

let me tell you a secret.
i need a break away from staring at my laptop for 5 consecutive hours. this is madness. project periods are madness. it is also caffeine madness. lets see, how many cups have i consumed? 5?

manfred, can you please bring me back to hong kong again? i miss that place already. :( i miss the weather, the yummy things, the hotel bed, the shopping... i even miss the crowded streets. :(
and i haven been to ocean park, disney land and the peak. i want hong kong now.
i want my holidays now. :(

2010-01-06T14:28:00.002+08:00

happy 2010! this post is 6 days late. haha.

we got a 8 seater car and we squeezed 11 people in. hur.

and we totally made full use of it.

novena-->tpy-->bugis-->kallang leisure park-->kallang river-->ecp(where we spent seconds counting down in the car, because we couldnt find a parking lot. HAHA.)-->macritchie reservoir

the boys welcomed 2010 with their ciggys.

Mr Loke is our driver for the day.

it was a really last minute decision to go out. i was actually planning to end shitty 2009 at home.
but we all had a good time on 1/1/2010. :) so no regrets.

i'll make 2010 a good year, i promise. :)

and i love you, manfred! :D

2009-12-26T14:57:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!

even bailey is dressed for the christmas season!

2009 pls end soon. :(

2009-12-22T13:16:00.002+08:00

hong kong!

yummy!!

butts for sale.

yummy!!

yummy!!!

very extravagant. BLING-ED SLK. i loike.

love hong kong. love the food. love the weather. wished we could stay longer and roam ard more places. eat more yummy food.

hmm. next stop? aussie hopefully...

2009-11-28T01:24:00.001+08:00

please drown me. i dying of boredom over here. :(

2009-11-17T23:07:00.003+08:00

my group members are really trying to piss me off. like seriously. omg. i feel like punching every single one of them except for shi hwee and hussein. they are getting on my nerves okay. not turning up for group discussions and contributed NOTHING and still continue to blame others? WTF. grow up pls.

to this particular headband guy: grow up and start acting like an adult. stop having mood swings and attitude problem. i am not the one you wanna channel your anger to. if your having a bad day, so am i. so quit being selfish and start treating ppl well. no wonder you are so unliked.

to this fat lazy bum (i know this is harsh but i cant help it): stop failing ur modules. if u continue this way, its unlikely you are gonna graduate from poly. LAZY BUM. we shouldnt have taken u in. for goodness sake, we have done you a favor and your turning your back on us and blaming me for not updating you with the latest info? for god's sake, its your responsibility to come to class and be productive! not laying at home claiming that you got SWOLLEN EYE but god knows u might ACTUALLY LYING ON THE COUCH FEEDING YOURSELF WITH POTATO CHIPS!

wa, i sibei dulan. cannot take it. thank god no one knows who i am talking about.
WHEW, i can actually breathe now!

2009-11-11T10:30:00.000+08:00

aft 3 years of constant abuses, lappy was pronounced dead on 5 nov 09. Yes. My laptop is finally down. :( tgt with all my pictures. Stress.

and common test is an evil thing. :( cant attend zouk out and hong kong trip cus of it. I WANT TO GO HONG KONG LA. I WANT TO EAT DIM SUM AND DA ZA XIE! DIE DIE ALSO MUST GO HONG KONG THIS HOLIDAYS. IF I DONT GET TO GO, I'LL JUST CRY AT HOME EVERYDAY.

2009-11-03T00:25:00.002+08:00

the following weeks is gonna be monotonous, dull and unexciting. with school and work occupying me on weekdays. with the exception of weekends which is specially reserved for mr manfredlow. :D 4 more days to go! and 2 more days till FTT. manzzz. i am still not prepared! holycrap pls let me pass with flying colours!!!

anw here's some photos of botak louie plus his new singlet! just like manfred!

thanks mingrong! i think louie loves it. he willingly put it on and didnt even try to struggle out of it.

anw i know he is damn ugly with short coat. ohwelllll. it'll grow back soon!

and yes, i spent on halloween with two doggies and a dog lover on tanjong beach. merely 5 mins under the scorching hot sun, my beloved louie almost died from dehydration and i couldnt take it anymore too. :( sorry elaine that both louie and his owner are so weak. wait till i get my license, then we'll drive to sentoooosa without smuggling the dogs into the train. HAHA.

2009-10-30T18:35:00.000+08:00

i miss my boyfriend already!!! :( just need to just through with tonight and tmr morning i'll be able to see him! yessss. but this rainy and windy weather, makes it even harder to get through the night. i wish baby was here.

current mood: so so lonely.

2009-10-19T22:41:00.002+08:00

omg. the cutest thing!! need to get one too!!! :D louie has been ignoring me for the past few days. i feel like we have distanced away. i miss him. he keeps running away from me. :( all because of my dad. im gonna take louie away from my dad. so he doesnt stick to him all the time. louie is mine!

2009-10-17T22:33:00.002+08:00

baby booked in today. 6 more days to go before the next one. :)

let the whipped cream mania begin!

no more troubles this time round. :)

2009-10-14T21:28:00.002+08:00

ok it sucks to be sick. throat infection, low blood pressure. cant even muster the energy to walk let alone type this. haha. but i still wanna post something.

baby is coming back tmr! yess!!! i must make sure that i dont stay in the same room as him. otherwise i would pass it back to him. hahaha. so friday's dinner would be at black angus. :D with a total of 22pax. omg. thats a huge number. manfred better be honoured so many ppl are willing to turn up for his bday. haha. i love you b!

2009-10-13T22:52:00.002+08:00

A very Happy Birthday to Recruit Low who is in camp now! im sure he is feeling pretty upset that he is spending his birthday this year in camp. haha. but its ok. when he is out, there'll be banana choc cake waiting for him!! :D all i need to do now is pray that there is a table for 20pax in timbre on fri. if not im doomed.

so anw Mr Sore Throat came today. tgt with Miss Strawberry Jam. serve u right for staying in the same room as manfred for the past two days. wa. im feeling damn weak now. i wish manfred is here. and i dont have to work for the next two days. :( byebye.

2009-10-11T00:36:00.002+08:00

baby booked out with his two best buds today, Mr Flu and Mr Cough. he kept coughing and sneezing which was very very irritating. and also worrying too. i wish that these two buddies would go away soon. manfred dozed off as soon as he laid down on his bed. and a few minutes ltr, i hear him making weird sounds. like he was answering to someone. haha. i nudged him a couple a times but he kept saying "hmm... huh... yaa... yaa.... yaa..." i think in his dream he was answering to his sir.
over here is louie's high definition nostrils. hur hur. im gonna teach him how to say "i love you" other dogs knows it but mine doesnt. he only knows how to eat, sleep, play ball, bite my hands and sit. haiyaaa. how? my dog is no good dog.

2009-10-10T00:17:00.006+08:00

omg omg baby is booking out tmr!! im so excited i cant get to sleep! tmr's gonna be a good good day! just gotta love the weekends!

anw im hyped over Moonlight Resonance (溏心風暴之家好月圓) now. and omg i love it. its like the best hong kong series ever. i just think that Boscow Wong is really handsome. and Moses Chan too. okay i like everyone in the show except for sha sha and the stepmother. kahmun pls watch it asap! i swear its even better the the first one. i cry on every episode. HAHA. loser.
manfred is really dark now. like chocolate.

2009-10-08T23:14:00.001+08:00

busy busy! busy like a bee. i loike!

2 more days till manfred book out! 5 more days to manfred's birthday. omg. how???

2009-10-02T00:04:00.002+08:00

first day of work aint going smoothly. grrr. but once i received the call from baby, teehee, wooo. smiled like a watermelon. :D he is coming back tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love love love love love. waha. mushy like mushroom i know. haha. lurb lurb my hum zim pang. :D

may-bel-the-ling. :DDDDDD patrina likes may-bel-the-ling.

2009-09-30T22:52:00.003+08:00

past two days has been busy busy. its a good thing tho. :) days past faster when time is spent on accomplishing relevant chores. i will be starting a new job tmr! calls for a celebration. haha. not really. but at least there will be money coming in!!! one more thing!!! baby would be coming back on FRIDAY MORNING!!! wooooooooo. yipeezzz. :D

daddy just subscribed to fashion tv. i am very hooked on it. the models are so chio!

2009-09-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

last two days was pretty fun-filled. :) tiring but fulfilling. even though kids are very annoying at times, but so full of energy! especially the ang-mohs kids. waaaaa, just wanna bring them home and cuddle them all day long. HAHA. so pretty! teehee. i wish my bf has blue eyes too! :D

2009-09-25T00:18:00.007+08:00

:) 7 more days before manfredlow's second book out. :) i've been hanging around at home for the past few days. STARTING WORK ON SATURDAY! woo. excited. :D

louie just poo-ed. runny stool. smell is foul and has traces a blood in it. this is very worrying.

2009-09-21T01:14:00.003+08:00

babe is sleeping beside me now. hmm.

wonderful. :)

he is booking in again tmr evening.

this is bad. :(

did i just contradict myself? hmmmm.

2009-09-18T15:38:00.003+08:00

hmmm. nothing is as good as spending a rainy day at home, with piping hot milo in one hand and lappy on the other. i am enjoying myself at home. never felt so relaxed in awhile. ahh.

day 8. this morning, at an alarming timing of 5am, manfredlow made his first call of the day to me. mean-fred. in defence, he said that he didnt expected me to pick up the phone and that he was just trying his luck. well, i did pick up okay! and it woke me up. grrr. i think he is just jealous that i can sleep in till noon while he have to wake up at such unearthly hours. haha. JEALOUS. *gives allison's glare*

anyway i completed antm. allison is adorable!

cant wait for tmr!!! teehee. at 6pm, manfredlow will make his first bookout!

***edited***
woots! the long awaited gossip girl season 3 is finally out! just completed the first episode and i am already anticipating for the next one! serena is just so gorgeous she doesnt even realise it. damn!

2009-09-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

day 7. baby took a little longer than usual to call me today. i was so afraid that he wouldnt call at all. earlier today, he phoned to let me know that he was sick. it was a little worrying. but anw, he called and everything is fine. :D so glad. saturday, please arrive soon!!!

so i guess i wouldnt get a job afterall. oh well. :(
and last night, i dreamt that i got a gift, the YSL roady bag. teehee.

2009-09-16T21:38:00.005+08:00

day 6.
i am totally hooked onto this song!

girl with short blond hair absolutely stole the light. undeniably hawtttt.

2009-09-16T02:01:00.000+08:00

day 5. out with pat and guys.
baby called early today.
happy is what i am feeling.
weird aint it?

today, i found entertainment.
america's next top model it is.
and fo with the cute freckles is my favourite. :)

i wished with nights like these, i wouldnt be lonesome.

2009-09-15T01:24:00.002+08:00

day 4. sally's birthday!
fish&co for dinner and second birthday cake for the week.
sally drove around.
have the urge to get my driving license now. hmm.

not a bad day i would say.
i think i am going for a swim tmr. :)

2009-09-14T02:21:00.003+08:00

day 3. tiny's birthday.
i brought louie along to the chalet. now he is dead-beat.
played blackjack and won a couple of dollars.
left my wallet back at the chalet. damn!

baby made his third call to me at 10.20pm this evening.
it lasted for 1 minute 20 seconds.

bye.

2009-09-13T00:42:00.003+08:00

day 2. very very nonchalant and uneventful Saturday.

this is bad.
i need to find something to do.

roller coaster tycoon aint working.
lappy aint cooperating with me.
my mind aint going the right direction.

this one week is gonna be gruelling. :(
meanwhile, say hi to fatlouie.

2009-09-11T23:12:00.004+08:00

manfred's big day is finally here!

say hi to mr botak low! :D i personally find that this suave haircut makes his face look slimmer. no?
woke up as early as 530am this morning. specially for this boy. i should say MAN. :D

met up with the others night before he went in.

pretty scenery.

my favorite.

2009-09-09T01:42:00.002+08:00

dinner was at ritz carlton ytd. splendid buffet. the guys indulged in dozens of raw oysters, crabs and sashimi while our dear kts had a big plate of spaghetti all to himself. haha.
i slurp down two smallest oysters, it tastes sooo good i swear. sashimi just melts in your mouth and the ostrich meat was divine but i cant seem to appreciate it. it tastes a little weird to me. the seafood soup is so fresh that you can literally feel the fish swimming in your mouth! (okay, i am exaggerating! but its true!)
and not to mention the desserts corner!! omg, its to die for! no one can resist the numerous amount of delectable chocs, cakes and pudding there. i had a piece of cheesecake, banana crumble, custard cake and three scoops of ice cream. YUM YUM YUM!!! haha. but damn the dress that i was wearing! its so tight that my belly refuses to show itself. and it did restricted my food intake. haha. point to take note, never wear tight dresses to buffet dinner anymore!

after which, with our bloated but satisfied tummies, we strolled to somewhere, i dont know where. it was kw's recommendation. very windy and lepak place. :D

in less than 2 days time, manfredlow will be embarking his journey to manhood. and i would be also on my road to independence... with manfred's enlisting, sophia's absence for 6 months, mingrong starting her internship in a few hours time, half of my closer friends are gone. this holiday is gonna be a rather quiet one. fear not, the other half of my closer friends' BIRTHDAY are coming. SHA, MINGRONG, PAT and KM. i better be shopping for their gifts soon!

speaking of which, i am working on my resume right now. grr. so difficult. hate typing, its so difficult to explain myself. i'd rather have a interview. interviews are fun! :D byebyessss!!

2009-09-04T00:37:00.002+08:00

had the worse experience last night. due to a really unexpected event that happened. it felt worse than losing my wallet. :( ended up with both knees bruised.
Mr Macho, on the other hand, had many bruises. its an evidence of a damn worthwhile beating to the particular few douchebag. and at the same time exempting him from two weeks of physical exercise. shiok!

even though the night ended with thumping hearts, torn versace t-shirt and blackeyes, we still had a hell of time in the club! shiok!

just look at my retardedness. haha. i cant stand my face either.

okayy, proper kiss for my "bibi". haha.

aww. just look at them. dont squabble anymore la!

looks like we got a new couple coming up! :D

okay, make that two.....NOT A CHANCE! haha.

Mr Macho is the macho-est! love him much!

2009-09-01T23:09:00.003+08:00

i had THE MOST wonderful day with babe ytd. :D first stop was underwater world, where we exclaimed at the mere sight of hugeass fishes, leopard print stingray as well as ugly cockroach-look-alike-fishes.

the very weird looking, wrinkly octopus.

the cutest sea earthworms u can find. they just stick out of the sand and sway around. haha.

second stop: the most important stop for the day. my surprise for babe. :D

third stop: cafe del mar for a romantic dinner by the beach. :D sumptuous dinner with the perfect companion.

after that, we retreated to our room for a rendezvous night.

everything was great that day. although i wished we could have stayed there for a longer period of time. this one little surprise is specially for bf before his journey to manhood begins. haha. i am so gonna miss him when he goes in there... then there will no one to take care of me anymore.
i will make full use of this two weeks before he goes in.

i had the happiest date ytd and i hoped he did too.

2009-08-31T00:05:00.002+08:00

photos from rebel the other night.

favorite picture for the moment because i think my face shape looks great. :D even though bf's face looks huge here. HAHA.

just look at him. can he look anymore happier? haha.

i gonna miss her so much when she goes to shanghai. no more club whore anymore.

i think at a certain point towards the ending, i got kinda high. i think i begged sophia to kiss me. HAHA. anw before this kiss, she gave me another one. which was my first kiss to a girl. she stole my first kiss.

look at my faggot face. HAHA. cmi..

haha. i dont even remember giving this face.

most of us got pretty much wasted after that night. no more of these kinda things for you anymore, tjy. it was pretty embarrassing to be vomiting in the cab. :( and it was the first time i felt like puking.
before rebel, we got into social house. i cant say much, because other than the pretty cute male dancer there, there was nth much. nth at all, period.

P.S. i cant wait for tomorrow!!!

2009-08-28T01:07:00.000+08:00

hoorayyyyy! all the time spent in study for the past few weeks boils down to the final paper tomorrow! bless me!

things to do:
-slap on the face mask because my face is dehydrated from all the late night studying!
-make two extremely important phone calls.
1. club21 for a new job! (yes, finally!)
2. i cant disclose this. because it is private and confidential. no one, not even boyfriend knows about it.
-spend truckloads of time with manfred. i am counting down to sept 11. :(

on a very random note, this was louie when he was...hmmm.. two months old. :D

and this is a very recent photo of him, growling at me. evidence of him being the tyrant of the house. you see, he was protecting his precious chicken wing okay.

i brought louie out to meet little bailey ytd. bailey is such a shy, little chihuahua that doesnt bark, bite, jump around. she is such a cutie when she snuggle up beside you. aww. while in contrast, louie is... hmm i should say over-friendly. and he tends to sneak up on mingrong and sniff her. haha. then she would jump up and scream. its hilarious. hahaha. and while mingrong and i was exchanging tips on handling doggie's pee and poo, victor was busy scaring hell out of poor bailey....

it was fun watching louie and bailey interact. (NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY!) i always thought louie was kinda small. but placing bailey beside him, he is fat and huge. hahah. he weighs a ton! 5kg going 6 for a poodle. its overweight. thanks to my dad who feeds him 3 meals a day. grr.

2009-08-20T13:44:00.001+08:00

:(
i am starting to lose it...

2009-08-19T21:30:00.002+08:00

can i request for something?
i want a romantic dinner by the beach.
:)

bf is out partying right now. hope he is enjoying himself.

2009-08-14T02:06:00.004+08:00

it reads "eye love hum ZIM beng"
babe totally made me laugh. :D

2009-08-10T02:54:00.002+08:00

friends come and go in our lives. how many actually stick with you through the toughest of time?

i am lucky to have friends willing to stay with me, listen to my whining all day long. even though there may be times when we disagree and hate each other to the ultimate core. by the end of the day, we would have patch up and continue our lameass jokes.

and to pretty E, i've lost you a few years back. but i guess there was something that brought us back together as bffs. time might have changed some of our perspectives, but definitely not our memories. those still remains vivid in my mind.
tonight, while sitting on the bench in the park, both of us reminisce over the bits and pieces of our childhood. the three of us, doing almost everything together. some even mistaken us as triplets. because we the bond shared between us was undoubtedly strong.
as we continue on, i could no longer hold back my tears. i missed those days.
the conversation tonight did knocked some sense in me.
but i can no longer persist on, because the faith is gone.
so i hope you can continue where i have left off and hopefully bring her back to us.
like you mentioned, just the three of us bbq-ing and chatting.

aside from all of that, there is two happy news. louiebaby turned 2 years old (14 years old in dog years) on 9 August. :D manfredlow is coming back tmr! :D :D :D

fyi. i am still in quite a depressed mood.

2009-08-09T00:24:00.003+08:00

i lost my wallet at rebel ytd. because i was fucking careless.
first, my phone dropped into the water.
then my wallet got lost. together with my ic, ezlink and the necklace babe gave to me for my birthday.
the more i elaborate, the harder i sob. fuck which ever motherfucking asshole who picks up my wallet and decides not to return to me. may he/she be cursed.

and so, i will continue to blame my own carelessness. i am in a ultimate depressed state right now.

2009-07-28T13:13:00.002+08:00

i swear my dreams are getting more and more violent. haha. first, it was the deathly virus that wiped out the entire human race turning them into zombies. Leaving me and a few others to fight against them. hahah.

last night, i dreamt that i attempted to murder a nosy auntie because she does not allow us to eat in the supermarket. HAHHA to the max.

i am so creative. :)

2009-07-27T11:17:00.002+08:00

ok very nice work by tjy to drop her phone into a tub of water. grrrrrrrrrrrr. now its all haywire and refuse to cooperate with me. stupid phone. i gonna get myself another one. blackberry probably? :D

so anw, ytd we went to meet bessie ye for some chit-chatting session, since she is gonna leave for aussie soon. omg. her attachment is damn cool. oh well, unlike accountancy, design school is so much more interesting and alive.

certainly hope she would enjoy herself there. :)

i am such a good girl this month. i stopped online shopping. heh heh. and saved $100 bucks. :D cant wait to receive my pay for this month!

2009-07-24T13:49:00.001+08:00

Jiaying Tan, birthday date : 19
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Your Life

You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong path. You are a free bird and want to lead your own life.

Your Love

You love life is rather different from others`. When you are in love, nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after that, you will make up in a way that surprises others.

A birthday on the 19th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach; but with this, a somewhat self-centered approach to life that may be in conflict with some of the other influences in your life. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations. You do not tend to follow convention or take advice very well. Consequently, you tend to learn through experience; sometimes hard experiences. The 19/1 is a loner number and you may experience feelings of being alone even if you are married. You may take on a tendency to be nervous and anger more easily.

Did you know that Bismarch ,Alexander the Great, Annie Besant , Captain Cook and Ferdinand De Lesseps were born under the number 1.

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very very true, especially the bold words. :D babe would be nodding his head on the angry part. HAHA.

2009-07-23T12:03:00.001+08:00

when situations like this happens, i really wish i was in another family.

2009-07-22T00:29:00.004+08:00

grrrrrr. i cant wait for this term to end. omg. after all of these, i am gonna retreat to somewhere refreshing and tranquil...

somewhere like...
my all-time favourite...
Santorini!

i can just lay on this all day long...

i wanna sit on the chair and sip champagne and enjoy the sunset with the special one.
and i wanna wake up in the morning and see this...
definitely not now, but in the future, this lovely place would DEFINITELY be in my must-go honeymoon places. haha. i need a break already.

2009-07-20T17:07:00.001+08:00

i want to be more understanding. can?

2009-07-19T12:13:00.003+08:00

after a hectic week of school, finally get to enjoy myself. haha. got over to cafe del ma for tanning with my niggas. and there was some FHM event going on over there. damn, the girls are freaking hot pls. make me feel so inferior. :( hahaha. ok, who cares!

i've decided. i am gonna be tan! i gonna make an effort to go tanning every week. i am serious. :D

:D the reason why we stayed behind till 6pm.

i had a happy happy day. august 15 is coming soon. marks the end of the term. i cant wait! omg. clio mag and pat will be back to school!! wooo. :D all i need to focus on now is STUDYING REALLY HARD for the upcoming exams. grr. cant wait to graduate.

2009-07-07T01:16:00.002+08:00

i've just typed out all of my woes and complains here just now. but decided not to post it out. too many names and ugly languages.

i'm alright now. feels so damn good to be releasing my unhappiness out. at least i dont have to complain and whine to bee. haha.

basically, its just never-ending projects and PMS. lets just hope this week fly past with a blink of the eye. haha.

out with bee just now. we caught ice age 3. it wasnt fantastic, neither was it sucky. just a normal movie. its the person i watched it with that made the movie special. HAHA. hair stand already!

2009-07-06T01:26:00.002+08:00

i wonder how i would look like in my wedding gown....
NOT!!!

Rebel on fri for clio's 19th birthday.

we got her a bear. haha. which was what she wanted for a very long time? yeaa. and we surprised her in the middle of the night. when she was in her pjs. haha.

my hair colour. with straight bangs. yes/no? hahah.

hahahahha. thank god no nose hair.
i got alot of clio's unglam photos man. all thanks to gary. who was snapping clio's unglam moments the whole night! haha.

but yeaaaa. had fun that night. released all my stresssssssss. now back to projects. DAMN.
wish this coming week would fly pass quickly. i dread projects, dread school. arghhhhh. i need more timeeeeeeeeeee. more time to play, enjoy life, chill out and hanging out with my favourite people.

2009-06-26T20:21:00.005+08:00

this morning, headline news were everywhere. on tv, radio stations and news that the King of Pop has passed on due to a possible cardiac attack. i was never a fan of him. never paid much attention to his news. it was simply cause i wasnt interested at all.

but bee was a fan. so instinctively i gave him a call once i received this piece of juicy news. well, you know, im always the nosey one.

as i was sitting in front of the tv watching the tributes of him, i felt grieve. looking at all of his greatest fans lining up to pay final respects to the world's greatest pop star of ALL time. his death did not only affect USA alone, it affected the entire world. then i thought "man, he must be one helluva singer!"

i had NEVER heard any of his songs before, erm, well, only one? thriller. which also happens to be the greatest hits too. soooooo, i was really curious. what made him so great? what about his songs? what is it about him that makes the world so crazy about him for so many decades?

wanted to see for myself thus i went to download his songs. and i regretted....

REGRETTED WHY DIDNT I LISTEN TO THESE SONGS EARLIER! OMG. I LOVE HIS SONGS THE MINUTE I HEARD THEM. SERIOUSLY. hooked onto them alr.

not just one song that i'm addicted to. BUT ALL. ALL of them are like omg. and im not joking. god. and his dance moves are to die for. right now, as im typing away, man in the mirror is playing. love it!

i told bee that im officially a fan of this pop icon. he replied that its too late. yesssssssssss. so true. so late. :( and i heard that he was preparing his world tour recently. omg. i would totally die to go for his concert right now. but its too late.......

R.I.PMICHEAL JACKSON
(1958-2009)

2009-06-24T21:57:00.002+08:00

today i had a very simple, but happy day out with bee. :D caught TRANSFORMERS! damn the movie was awesome. AWESOMENESS. MEGAN FOX is foxier than ever, SHIA LABEOUF was cuter than ever. thrilling. thumbs up! haha.

had been a really long long time since me and bee watched a movie together, just the both of us. the last movie was........................... cant really rmb. haha. so after the awesome movie, we went tcc for our dinner. then took a bus home. both of us just kept talking and making stupid jokes in the bus. hahah. made me laugh and spat my saliva out. HAHA. giggling over "my mole like sugar!!" and some other random stuffs. hahah.

something simple like this is enough to brighten up my day. teehee.

2009-06-21T16:19:00.002+08:00

woooooooooo. man, i had the best birthday celebration this year. the best birthday i can ever ask for. special thanks to sooooooooo many people who came for me. haha.

so it started when i went out to meet mingrong. to accompany her for the interview while i still had no absolute clue what was going to happen. i kept bugging her on where did manfred planned to take us later. she said "oh, i really dont know eh. victor also nv tell me anything. maybe some restaurant?" AND I ACTUALLY BELIEVED HER. OMG. haha. in my mind, i was realy duper excited, cause i really believed that we're going to some goodie restaurant where we could all chill out and eat good food. haha.

so after mingrong had stalled enough time, we headed over to bee' crib. because "victor and manfred is waiting for us to go over so we can head to the place tgt". i stepped into the house, totally clueless about everything. then manfred asked me to go into the room cause he is not ready yet. then i saw a head popping out of the room and upon seeing me that head quickly shrunk back inside, so i ask whos that? manfred replied casually, oh, victor la. then i was thinking "huh, what is vic doing in your grandfather room?!"

and then right after i saw the head shrinking back into the room, i heard alot alot of voices... hahha. and before i could guess anymore, the door opened and poppers and party strips were all over the place!! and everyone, EVERYONE of my closer friends were there singing the birthday song. and in the middle of the room, lies the beautiful beautiful marilyn monroe cake. oh man. it was a huge huge surprise.!!

love love love everything!!!!!!!

the beautiful cake. so beautiful i dont wanna cut it up. haha.

and ben had to destroy it by poking marilyn monroe's mole. TSK!

then the drinking session begun.

the balloons painstakingly blown up by all of them. haha.

ca-li-o and patty came too! :D

the second drinking session begun.

before the shots went down our stomachs. all so gung-ho.

after we gulped it down. mannnnnnnn. powderful to the max. u can tell by all of their faces. hahah.

second round!

i cannot make it. hahah. a lil' high.

so we started playing clubbing songs and dancing in the room. hahaha.

sophia got this for me. hahhaa. does it look like me? :D

it was a great great night. and i really love it. everything was perfect! :) thanks to everyone! and i really want to name every single one of them out!

KAH MUN. PATRINA. CLIO. SOPHIA. SHAHRIZAH. MINGRONG. VICTOR. LYNN. ALFRED. IVAN. TENGSIAN. WILLIAM. JEROME. BENJAMIN. KAHWAI. JASON. JUSTIN. HUITING. JIANWEI. DARREN. DESMOND. hope i didnt miss anyone out! haha.

and last but definitely NOT least, my baby who went all out to prepare and plan this surprise for meeeeeee. who spent the whole week (isit?) sneaking around to buy the decor, the present and the cake! and still have to make sure that i knew NOTHING about it. not even suspicious.

i love u! haha. thank you!

and not forgetting the pretty present as well!! :D :D just cant stop grinning... kekex.

19th on the 19th.

2009-06-19T11:31:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to me!

i spent the first few moments of my birthday applying mask to my face. HAHA.
manz. one year older. its funny when the clock strikes 12, theres no instant magical feeling of me growing one year older. HAHA.

grandma was really nice, cause she bought me a cake! haha. and cook red eggs for me. plus one more ang bao. heh heh.

will be going out ltr to meet mingrong for some shopping shopping! and tonight... i dont know where or what will i be doing. because bee planned a surprise for me, refused to tell me whats in store for me. oh mannnn. i'm really really excited. haha. and of course, cant wait to receive my present from bee. :D

oooohhhhhhhh feels great to be a birthday girl! haha.

2009-06-08T16:48:00.003+08:00

my oh my...
this bag never fails to melt my heart.

balenciaga city...

2009-06-05T16:12:00.004+08:00

i'm sad.
and i dont know what's bothering me.
perhaps is the stress?

this is bad. others are out having fun and i am stuck at my desk, preparing for exams..
so bad. :( i wanna go out too. !!!

the whole gang is celebrating darren's birthday at outback steakhouse tonight. even babe is with them now. omggggg. :( no one's at home. babe didnt call. louie is my only companion now. :(

all i need is words of encouragement.
neither "aiya, only one week. very fast one"
nor "now study, later can enjoy ma"
but "dont worry too much, you can do it"
or "just relax and study. goodluck"
can you tell me that?

life sucks when i have exams.

okay. i am fine now. im going to buy ban mian from lor 5 now. because i am hungry. :)

guys...

2009-05-30T20:00:00.003+08:00

i went for sanas' birthday celebration ytd. in rebel. with no guys. hahaa. that explains the title. photos first!

so we were there and before the party even started, when good music was still not on yet, our birthday girl decides that she wants to go home. :( said that she has work the next morning. alright. understandable. :) even though it was such a pity. so they left and i stayed on with sophia aka the milf. hahhaha.

OHOHOH! one more thing. sha and the bf, actually its only the bf that got bounce out of the club! like wth. and when asked why cant my friend get in, bouncer answered that "oh, im sorry, its the management."

alkjasfksbfs;lfhasdfj.

all of us know the reason, but i shall not mention it. AHH!

we got bored. real bored. and guess what? we left too! haha. we just werent in the right mood. so we sat in MACS and discussed about many many many many things. MANY.

Me: sian. today no mood to club.

Sop: ya. like something missing.

we came to a conclusion that it was jokes and craps by the guys that we are missing. hahah.

next, we talked about our future. where will we be in 10 yrs time. blah blah blah.

then we realised that we alr had this conversation when we were in sec 4, before o'levels. and one person missing was her. yupp zx.

the three of us were sitting at starbucks, wondering how our lives will change for the next 10 yrs. talking abt how we're gonna celebrate once the o's are over. we even mention that we WILL sit down 10 yr ltr, jus the three of us and talk abt the same topics we had that night.

its an irony how much things have changed over the past few yrs.

sop noted that she believed one day she will come back. we'll sit down and talk like how we use to. i sincerely believe and hope for that too.

not only me, you and sophia.

its also me, you and mingrong.

T&Co.

2009-05-26T13:09:00.002+08:00

a few days ago, i received this pretty little gift. :D

teehee.

new.

2009-05-24T02:12:00.002+08:00

yupp. a new skin again. :) the blogskin changes whenever my mood changes. haha. right now, i am feeling really calm and peaceful and nostalgic. that explains the polariod pic.

the past few days, i've been thinking about life. and how things can happen unexpectedly. i am crossing my fingers and hope for the best. :)

skipping school.

2009-05-21T13:34:00.002+08:00

school's been a real bore. its drying me up. so i've been skipping lessons lately, for almost a week. i cant seem to be able to wake up when the alarm rings. :( trust me i really wanna go to school. but the thought of going to school alone and squeezy bus rides really dampens my mood. And not to mention im ALWAYS late for sch no matter how early i leave home. :(

louie has been really really sick since yesterday. thanks to my dad and his rambutans. omg. i cant believe louie actually ate the whole rambutan up, including the seed. which also explains why he puke out not one but TWO rambutan seeds out yesterday. you can actually imagine my expression when i saw the pool of puke. and then TWO rambutan seeds. SHOCK to the max. i thought it was his internal organ or something and i almost cried! dammit.

and just as i was about to take him to the vet, my dad came home. and then louie started jumping around again, like nth happened. sometimes, i really wonder what my dog is thinking about man. now he is lying on the floor, looking really sick. alright, im gonna go cuddle him right now. ciaos. :)

all the way to kl

2009-05-13T12:40:00.003+08:00

here are the photos from kl. :) 2 days 1 night. even tho it wasnt a very long trip, but i really enjoyed it. cause i got to see my babe. :D many many thanks to mingrong and victor. if not for them, i wouldnt have gotten there. :D

teehee. babe got this for my early birthday present. :D i loveeeeee u la b.

louiebabyboooo.

2009-05-07T00:30:00.002+08:00

i just reached home after a long day at school and work. sometimes i just wish that i have a golden pot filled with unlimited money to spend, so i dont have to work so hard. i just hope by working part time i can save up that extra cash. even though its gonna be so hard.

decided to take pictures with my babylou. teehee.

dont shy la louie!

this little furball is getting bigger, so i need to tie furball up.

got one bao on louie's head.

im stangling him. haha.

still strangling him. louie:"helpppppp. cant breathe! im suffocating!"

"ahhh.better now.phew!"

after strangling him, i decided to eat him up.

hahahahha. "walaoeh. crazy lei my jiejie"
the end!

oh no. wait. one more very important thing! manny come back soon.! louieboo misses u. ME TOO! hopefully sat i can go over to kl. hopefully mingrong and vic wants to join me. then we can go eat A&W, nice nice food and grow fat altogether! teehee. hahaha. buaibuaizz.

Project J

2009-05-02T20:30:00.002+08:00

survive the week of tutorials and lectures. yeahhh! :)

thurs: huiting's 18th birthday celebration!

mr jianwei bought her the polariod camera which is like coolzzz.

fri: LABOUR DAY!!! yeeeeehawwwwww! had a final report due on that day which is not cooolzzz. and right now, im still struggling to complete. hahahah. anyway, i went back to kenzo to work. :) $_$ double pay eh..
the thing about going back to cosmetics line is that im like the shortest, fattest, ugliest and darkest girl there. they are all slim and fair and make-up kao kao. hahah.
anyways, i didnt manage to sell anything ytd. haha. $_$ LUCKY!LUCKY!

so aft that went to rebel.

both of them are like damn tall la! :( im like the only jiaying in the world that is short and fat. haha. sian. why liddatzzz!!! not fair. hahah.

eugene like coolzzz only.

manfred like happy only. haha.

didnt take much photos that day. no moodzzzz. my girls werent with me. sophia in batam, clio in desaru. :(

both of them are quarelling now, over a stupid bed. this a stupid. a stupid family. dysfunctional family. all of you. all. so. stupid. if living together under one roof is so hard for all of you, why not just move out. move out. the reason i am out all of the time is because this house is gloomy, stupid and un-loved. seriously, shouting at the top of your lungs right now, letting the neighbours hear you. its embarrassing. and dad, just because u had a bad day, doesnt mean that you have to take it out on me, and mum. i hate u. i hate the one that is coped up in the room. i hate the both of you. all these years, since i've graduated from sec sch, i worked for myself. hardly ever asked money from you. and the only times i had to ask from u is when i really had none left. and we always, never fail to quarrel. over what, $200? its just stupid. ur stupid. i really hate you at this point of time. really, to the point of moving out of this house, this family, and never to home. oh wait. this isnt what i call home.

red, hot, sexy lips.

2009-04-27T20:59:00.004+08:00

yeaaaaaa! i spent like the whole day on customizing this new blogskin. and im really proud of myself man. i did it ALL by myself. :D teehee. haolian. ok. but yea i really like it alot. red, hot, sexy lips are soo hawt!

yupp. photos from rebel and phuture with my big boys and girls. haha.

these are from phuture. sha came!! first time we went clubbing with her. but it wasnt really enjoyable that day because the music like no mood. haha. abt 3am we left the place. damn damn tired. i didnt even dance alot. but we saw a very very hot hot hot girl. hahha.

lj face. hahaha.

babe jus came back from japan that night and then he went straight to club after putting down his lugguage. hahah. hardcore. but i was real happy to see him. :D

i am independent.

2009-04-23T20:40:00.000+08:00

hello hello. yoyo. im back after missing in action for some time.

well. mainly because during this period, alot alot alot has happened.
-got my results, failed Management Accounting (KNNBCCBKDJHOIWDHNWD)
-devastated, emo-ed, all the shitty feelings in the world.
-had to forgo my days in Wearnes and return back to that shitty shitty sch. (KNNBCCBDKLHWKDHND)
-ALONE no more patty, maggie, ca-li-o. :(
*bangs head on the wall*
-emo emo emo emo emo.
-quarrelled with my stupid, annoying KNNBCCBJDKHSJDUS brother '
-he fucking shut the wireless network. fuck! nb. it wasnt my fault. he was the one in wrong. nbcb.
-on top of that, bi had to leave singapore for japan one day aft that horrible night.

hai hai hai. emo-ed for one week. or more. and decided i cant go on like this..

I NEED TO LEARN TO LOVE SCH. which is highly impossible. like what the hell right, i have learned to loathe sch since day 1. since the moment i stepped into class during first year. but dont get me wrong. i hate sch, not my friends in sch.

so yea. all of this pretty much sums up everything since i've been away from the cyber world. haha.
im such a LOSER!

yea. first week of sch and i've been dragging myself to lectures. and well, frankly speaking, out of 5lectures, i probably only attended 2. hai. this does not sound so good for the rest of next four months...

days in wearnes

2009-03-11T00:28:00.000+08:00

im enjoying this job. even tho it is boring at times, but i get to do random things to kill time. like scanning endless piles financial documents and tracking purchase orders, collecting and giving documents to different departments.

but above all of these, i really contented in the little cubicle of my own. :D surfing the net, eat little candies and pretending that i have alot of work to do. hahahaha. but actually i do have alot of work to do, seriously.

daddy takes great care of me, accompanying me to work in the mornings and eating lunch with me on the first day. :D

im jus looking forward to spending more time with bi. i love him alot. thank goodness he is able to get deferred from NS from at least...well... long enough for me to spend some more time with him.

when he gets in there, im gonna miss him like crazy, there will be no one for me to cry to for at least a month. nooooooooooo. i wish the NS letter would never come.

lastly, a photo of boredness.

hahahahahahahah.

home sweet home.

2009-03-09T01:04:00.000+08:00

im back from tioman! It was fun-filled trip. unfortunately, i was down with a fever on the second day. DAMN! thankfully, babe was by my side to take care of me. well, i slept thru the whole of second day.

on the third day, i woke up feeling better than ever. so we headed out for the snorkel trip. :D we saw dolphins on our way there! omg. i really didnt know we could catch a glimpse of these pretty creatures in tioman. so anyway, we headed to the marine park and there were like thousand of baby shark look-a-alike fishes. HAHA. all of us were so freaked out, no one dared to jump in to the sea at first. omg. the guys were SCREAMING thier lungs out when flocks of fishes.it was hilarious. haha. i, myself felt really slimy and threatened by the fishes when they swam pass me. HAHA. eww. but it was definitely a very pretty sight. memorable? yes. of course.

just one thing. the food totally sucks there except for the french toast, scramble eggs, fish cake and RAMLY BURGER! duh! the ramly there is the best. haha. it got us thru our darkest moments in tioman.. HAHA. its so good that ivan and all ate like i dunno maybe 3 or 4 burgers each person at one go. i was shock. but right now, i this moment, i regretted i didnt gobble those burgers down. im so hungry now. omg. HAHA.

day 4 home sweet home! :D

never ever that this have ever happened before.

2009-02-23T17:12:00.000+08:00

what a great start for my exams.

first day of my exams i made a HUGE MISTAKE.

and by HUGE MISTAKE, not careless mistake, not missing a chapter that i left out.

BUT I FUCKING STUDIED FOR THE WRONG SUBJECT!

so i went to meet pat early in the morning today. and i was studying for my tax. as i happily thought today was TAXATION.

when dearest pat saw what i was studying, she asked. "today tax meh?"

whalao. i tell you, i immediately freaked out. "talk cock right?"
it was suppose to be FREAKING FINANCE INTERNATIONAL TRADE

so i spent my bus trip to school revising for FIT. thanks pat for sparing me with the notes.

OMGZZZZ. thank goodness!
THANK GOOOOOOODNESS I HAVE ALR READ THROUGH AND MEMORIZE MOST OF THE CHAPTER FOR IT.

during the exam, the first few past was alright. only untill bid and offer rate, which i totally screwed up. wth.

who would be so damn dumb to NOT check the exam timetable. who would be so damn dumb to study the module for two whole days when it isnt the paper that she is gonna take tml.

me.

STEWPID!!!!!!!!

jittery all over.

2009-02-23T00:22:00.000+08:00

omg. omg. omg. tml will be the start of the exams. im really quite nervous about it. i jus wanna get it done and over with.

although i wouldnt say that im VERY well prepared. sian.

three more days to BEAUTIFUL TIOMAN.
three more days to FREEDOM.
three more days to LOVELY SUN, SEA and BEACH.
three more days to a WELL DESERVED BREAK.
three more days to SPENDING NIGHTS LYING ON THE BEACH WITH BABYYYY.

yeehaw!!!!

should probably get to bed now.
hmmm. the smell at night always reminds me of days in jalan bathera. totally random. hurrr.

2nd day at home.

2009-02-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

good job miss tan! its your second day at home without stepping out at all! keep it up and continue studying hard! :D

so yea. after some RFA and PFS, i decided to take a break and change my blogskin MYSELF.! :) not bad not bad. i like the photo so much.

and then after some more studying, i got bored. and since tat tat is almost healed, i took some photos of it. :)

notice that the middle star is out of shape. and the purple one beside it is still healing, that's why it looks so out of colour. hur hur.

lovelove. love it.

buaizzzzz. im going back to RFA now. yippeeee!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE PFS!!!!

cant breathe.

2009-02-14T23:35:00.000+08:00

omg. i've spent the whole day downing myself with FIT. after two complete days, i've FINALLY completed this module. cant believe. and i still have wad? 3 more modules left to be done. HELPPPPPP!!!!!!

:( i didnt collect my present for bib today. haha. im a freaking useless lazy bum. argh. was supppose to be my jogging day with mun mun too! but my backs sore. dammit.

bib did so many things for me and yet i couldnt even get myself to go collect the cake for him. im retarted. actually i booked it way before v'day u know? like probably 1 month ago. arrghhh. kum gong stupid. :(

i really need to use the toilet now. ciaos.

this photo TOTALLY express how i feel right now. STRESS LIKE BALONGLONG man.